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Hell is upon me. Doom is my Destiny.
Ever get that feeling of complete failure, doom, or despair? That is me right now. Today has been rough. Finals are coming up but I cannot even begin studying for them even though classes ended today because I have an extreamly large amount of homework due before Friday. I also found out that I failed two exams, reactor statics and thermo. these classes are so damn hard. In reactor statics, the average was failing, an average was not given in thermo. But in each, I did worse than the majority. I feel like I have no control over those two classes. I cannot afford to get anything less than a C in them, but doom seems inevitable. all my other classes though are going quite well. My first exam is Saturday. my last exam is next Thursday night. So much else is going on right now too. I have two events tomorrow night, KGB fondue fest and a ANS party, so I have to skip one. Then another KGB even on Fri, right after my extra reactor systems class, oh, the class is supposed to be 3 hours / week fo rmeeting, my professor got our schedules and was able to raise it to 8 hours per week. Then a KGB BBQ on Sat and then a party Sat night, then dinner with my professor of reactor systems on Sunday night with the rest of the incoming ANS officers. Then come the rest of the exams. I must get an A on both reactor systems and thermo, the others I can do average on. The odds of getting an A on my two hardest subjects prob ranks up there with winning the lotto. Doom seems so inevitable right now. Oh, and tomorrow I have to write a program for reactor statics. I have not programmed in over a year. Oh, and once all these finals end, I get a few days to rest, then I am moving up to Baton Rouge for my summer internship. In a previous post (3 Q's) I was asked if I had any 3 wishes what would it be. I would definitly add ability to pause time to that list. UF is probbally going to make my die young with no hair. I need to chill.
Belched up with tidings of comfort and joy by Joe
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